- 14:20 An amazing pendant by @janabolic bit.ly/aBXOO8 Great design! #
- 14:35 Booored. Bored out of my mind. And still so much boooring work to do T.T #
- 19:02 @xinamoxa ahora nos cuentas de tu vida X3 ja, ja, yo no entendia twitter antes tampoco XD #
( I'M A CRACKPOT! )
*sigh*
Oh, I wish I was joking, but they really do.
Well, lately because I've been itching to write a Dissidia/Kingdom Hearts crossover*, I've been trying to get back into the fandom to see how things are going, get catch up on a few new happenings, you know stuff like that.
And, holy freaking hell, guys; the fandom is crazier than ever! The clubs, comms and stuff that are popping out really make me want to ditch the whole idea and run away very fast.
I just...what is WRONG with people?! I honestly don't know if it's the kh fandom, or the new anime/manga fandom, or just the fact that I'm turning in a crocheting old lady (despite the fact that I keep telling myself I'm not...while I crochet) but there are some things about these people that really make me want to have an "Erase" button on my brain. Argh, all the things I will never unsee/unread *scrubs brain furiously*
I...I just...Uboa doesn't even begins to describe my feelings right now...
*I only want to write it to have two scenes, one where Bartz tells Axel "My boss is scarier than yours" (the boss being WoL) and another of WoL owning Xemnas...No, my life does not revolves around WoL >.>U...It also revolves around GarlandxWoL and 589, of course.
- 16:52 FINALLY sent off everyone's stuff at the post office. First time I mail something >.>U #
But anyway, I got a few new beads today. Have been wanting to (and being bullied by everybody to) make a few necklaces and stuff but since I seem to have spent this entire month (and a bit of the past one) either sick in bed, sick in school, or being kidnapped to distant places in the mexican desert (more on that next entry) I have barely had time to even breathe.
Ah, I'm getting off track, here, have some shiny pictures:

( A few more shinies )
- 13:32 Spent the last 48 hours in bed. Throat infection, apparently. Dammit... #
- 21:19 This feels like one of Those Weeks. Where I'm ready to strangle myself on wednesday to save myself from the workload... #
- 17:06 BAAAAAACK ON TRAAAAAAACK!! HERE I GOES LIFE! (yes, my life stopped sucking, well, I MADE it stop sucking, with a hammer...) #
- 17:07 Tweeting an lj entry because I don't have time for a real one and people actually read these. What, you really read my tweet updates guys?! #
- 17:16 I thought the jewelry store would work out faster with my twin into it, but she keeps stopping me and I don't have enough control over itnow #
- 17:17 And the design studio was supposed to be working out quite nice, but again, twin keeps me in the dark about things #
- 17:21 Everybody keeps telling me to boot twin from business, since she's not taking this seriously and just emoes around about her family. #
- 17:32 Today I fought and more or less defeated the bank, let's see if my transactions worked >.o argh, stupid bank hating me #
- 17:33 I also went to the post office and failed to defeat them. They won't send my package, needs to be wrapped in paper I think X( #
- 17:34 No need to explain that I've NEVER shipped ANYTHING to ANYWHERE... #
- 18:22 I'm also struggling to complete my registry for the college examination in february, and EVERYTHING'S GOING WRONG!!! #
- 19:01 Completed my college registry, gotta go to the bank to pay tomorrow, but at least I'm done for now #
- 19:02 Also, 5 episodes of Devil May Cry the Stupid Files later, I've finally cleaned my room. First time in the year >.>U #
- 19:08 Sooo, design studio, jewelry store, college examination, post office battles, what else is going on with my life?... #
- 19:26 Also, found my NoBara earrings. Now I'll be a cool faggot like Firion! *sparkly eyes* #
- 19:27 Now, homework (LOTS of it) and inking a piece that's like, a week old... #
But I still have enough energy to do a small post, and since I just battled my camera into something like submission a while ago, here are some pic of shinies. I'll do a proper post to the dissidia comm once I have more energy (and once I crawl out of this damned emo-hole I seem to be stuck in. Stupid emo-hole)
( DISSIDIA SHINY JEWELRY HERE! IT IS SHINY!! )
-Checked on mom's sickness
-Fixed the engraving tool
-Finished a load of laundry
-Shopped for groceries
-Started dinner (in here we have dinner at around 3pm)
-Called for mom's medicine
-Am organizing clothes
So much for my lazy saturday >.o but at least I got to get up at 10 for the first time in what, six months? That was good, but I don't think I'll do it again. XD
- 08:38 Taking a few days off fanfic writing to do a bunch of stuff for school and the business. Gotta organize pending repairs and work schedule. #
- 08:39 Also, school papers dammit, gotta get those done X( #
- 09:13 Off to the jewelry store, to pick up twin and to fight school administration. Sigh... #
- 19:17 Took today off from writing and will most surely take tomorrow off. Not sure if this is helping or making me more depressed. Stupid life >:( #
- 19:30 Bought some golden feathers for a special Dissidia project and forgot them at my twin's house. More stupid shit going wrong. #
I honestly feel that I'm not a good writer.
Not at all.
There are many more things depressing me and making me emo, but what the hell; who cares?
- 16:31 Finished 3 models for Ultimecia earrings. Not sure which one I like more #
- 16:47 Starting work on mateus' head beads thingy >.< no idea how I'm going to make this work #
- 17:04 Just fixed the electric installation. Pfff, as if I needed more distractions >.>U #
- 17:15 Still don't know how to make Mateus' beads work. Ended up making Bartz's earrings :I this always happens... #
- 17:46 JechtxEmperor is HOT #
- 17:54 :I Made a few angels and a few angel earrings...Now I have an idea for Mateus's beads, but I need a chain I don't have :(...or do I have it? #
- 19:33 Finished Zidane's winged thingy he wears in a chain. Not very good, but kinda neat. #
- 19:34 Mateus' beads will take a while, I have to design the chain tiara thing to fit the falling beads and all... #
-Got up at 6, changed clothes (I'd bathed the night before)
-Started laundry
-Washed some dishes
-Chatted with bso taki
-Kept doing laundry while chatting
-Went to school
-Accompanied my twin to the jewelry center to pick a few things
-Came back home
-Made dinner
-Made more laundry
-chatted with friends
-Cleaned and checked laundry while chatting (now you know why I take a bit to respond >.>U)
-Struggled with my latest fic and finished it
-Posted fic
-Washed more dishes
-Folded laundry
-Took photos for jewelry catalogue
-My computer decided to not read the memory card
And now I won't be ablet to edit all my photos tomorrow and post A BUNCH of stuff. The catalogue I was supposed to send my aunt will have to wait at least a couple days more, I haven't finished designing business cards... It is now 1 am, and...I just...
So tired...
...So, so tired. I need vacations, from myself.
- 20:03 So little time, so many shirts to iron #
- 21:52 Slowly defeating my inbox. Thank. God. I feel so much better now... #
- 15:54 I can't believe I uploaded my last fanfic while drunk. This seems to be happening more and more... #
- 15:54 Also, I blame CaramelPrinces for that, she should have stopped me... #
- 16:00 @hjbender Pfff, they're family, that's what they do, that's what they exist for, feel free to hate them X3 *hugs* #
- 16:27 My Office Word is up and running. We have SPELLCHECK captain! The level of suckage in my fics has already dropped by 50%! X3 #
- 17:12 Man, I can't wait to write WolxCecil for Jan/4 (ehem, today...) and make a bad joke about lipstick #
- 19:35 "You know what we need? More sheeps." I've got to include that one in my latest fic. #
- 19:35 Should also include all the crack I can think of, since I'm blaming it on liu barrowin and stupidaquarius. Let em have all the blame >.> #
- 19:43 I'm not as fast a writer as I wish I was. T.T Dammit, must work harder! #
- 19:47 Working title for chp. 3 "On coffee, donuts, and why 589 can't have nice things" yes, I'm planning chp3 after barely finishing chp1 >.< #
So, my laptop seems to be alive again after months of inaction. I'm in the proccess of putting all my stuff back on it and reinstalling programs, which looks like it will take a LONG WHILE. >.<U
BUT! The most important thing is: MY MSN MESSENGER LIVES!! I can chat with people again! I can talk, I can be online again! T.T *kneels and cries of happiness*
If anyone wants to add me, I'm alexanderdamienAThotmailDOTcom Feel free to add me! In fact, go do it, go do it now; I'm a sad, lonely thing that needs company desperately T.T
Also, did I just spent all of WolxGarland day running around entertaining guests and family members? I think I just did. Dammit! *sigh* I'll be posting more fic and maybe a couple paintings once I manage to free from the duty of having to be a nice host (which, by the way, I'm failing horribly. But let's not talk about that >.>U)
Have lots of food, drink a lot, don't do crazy stuff, and have a very good time!
Hugs and Kisses to everyone!
- 20:28 I'm going to stick to sparkly dissidia Cecil for my 'official' version. FFIV Cecil is too het for me XP #
- 22:46 Have been feeling pretty down lately. Maybe I should go to bed... #
